Fears
I don't know why it is easier for me to type things then to talk...but oh well. We are still dealing with the same stuff with Kaden's eyes although it does appear that the glasses seem to help most of...
View Articlefrustrations
I know it seems as though whenever I post it is because I am going through some trial. I think that I have found that writing helps me in dealing with all of life's little trials. =-)I am really having...
View ArticlePossible changes???
Just as I get frustrated with Josh's job, God shows us that he is here. We have been praying for years about Josh's job for years. God has told us NO several times and has taught us to be patient. We...
View ArticleChallenges
Along with the exciting post of possible changes yesterday come challenges that I feel. I think my biggest struggle is Kaden. I know that it was the best thing ever to hold Kaden back and that getting...
View ArticleAPPLY APPLY APPLY
Well Josh had his interview and he was offered a job...but he turned it down. There was going to be way to much traveling involved. Josh would be gone 50-75% of the time. It would have been a great...
View ArticleLife
Josh has officially applied to a couple positions at Gore so now we are waiting and praying. We are also thinking through the idea of Josh switching to 3rd shift (11pm-7am). We know this would be an...
View ArticleLife after loss
Wow it has been awhile since I have posted on here and it seems like the only time I post is when I just need to get out my feelings and this is the only way!Josh and I found out around Oct 10th that...
View ArticleFeeling alone!
"God I would have loved to hold my baby on my lap and teach them about you, but since I never got that chance will you hold my baby on your Lap and teach them about me"
View ArticleBeyond frustrated
I am so frustrated. I just went to my doctors this morning and I miscarried the sac/baby but still have a big clot associated with everything! I am so mad....I really wanted to do all this natural and...
View ArticleIn the midst of a storm
It has been almost a month since I found out that our baby was gone! It has been a hard month full of struggles, emotions, heartache, and fear! I am so ready for this storm to pass. I have had multiple...
View ArticleGod is Good
GOD IS GOOD!!!I went into my appointment today and was completely shocked, excited, sad, and happy all in a matter of seconds! I was shocked and excited to find out that the piece of placenta was gone...
View Articlelife goes on...
"Some say you are too painful to remember, I say you are too PRECIOUS to forget!"It is so hard for life to continue on...I feel like I am stuck in this nightmare which is NEVER ending. Many people say...
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Grieving...
Life has been slowly moving on! I still feel an incredible loss which is so hard to explain! It has been an emotional couple of months and I am so glad to have God, a wonderful family, and great...
View ArticleEyes and a possible different Job
Next week on Thursday, Kaden and I will be heading down to the valley for another eye appointment. We will be finding out if there is any permanent damage done to Kaden's eyes. We are praying that we...
View Articleupdate on Kaden's eyes / LIFE
We went down to Phoenix on Thursday to go to the Pediatric Eye Dr for Kaden and we got VERY encouraging news. The Dr feels we FINALLY got the right prescription and that there does not appear to be any...
View ArticleNew Job!!!
Praise the Lord...Josh finally got a new job after about 4 years of trying!!! He is still at Purina and will still be working a crappy shift but he finally has a job which will allow him to start...
View Articleyeah for new jobs.....taboo topics!!
I am so excited to have my hubby home for nights soon. Even if it is only for a few months! I feel so blessed to even be getting this opportunity! God is SOOO good!I have met with and talked with a lot...
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God works in mysterious ways
Recently I was asked to talk about depression at my MOPS (Mothers of Preschoolers) group. I really didn't want to and even kept saying that I just couldn't do it. Through lots of prayer and...
View ArticleThree times REALLY????
There are a lot of questions that I want to ask God such as why God allows things to happen to us. I want to know why he gives us things to only take them back months or weeks after he had given them...
View ArticleAnother Blog
A few months ago I started a new blog because it really helped me through my second miscarriage...well it is now helping me in being about to vocalize my thoughts about my life right now. A friend...
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Baby #4
Wow the last year and a half has been extremely crazy! First it started out with a surprise, unexpected pregnancy which took time to get use to. Finally when we got use to it when I should have been...
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Its been a long time...
Life ChangesWow life has really changed since I last posted! For starters after a scare with our last pregnancy, we had our beautiful rainbow baby Makenna Elizabeth Susanna, she has been such a delight...
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Worst day in my life!
The day that mom passed still haunts me. It was the worst day in my entire life and has been a nightmare that I have relived over and over for the past couple months. Friday, Feb 6th, 2015 started like...
View ArticleI Can Only Imagine (with lyrics) - MercyMe
This song played at my moms funeral. She always loved this song and my mom and I had MANY talks about what we thought we would do when we were standing before God. My mom always thought she would fall...
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